Anyway, I realized that even though my writing has improved significantly since, I found myself questioning the same antics as I had back then. I am a bit shocked that I was able to tune into these sort of thoughts back then, which leads me to wonder if I had regressed at all in the past 13 years, or, if I had not moved as forward as I had once thought I would. I then came to remember that life is about the everlasting thoughts and questions that will continue to reoccur in their own ways throughout.
As long as we can be open to this, and attempt to constantly rationalize and grow through the years to come, we may always question the same issues in life, but in differing forms. I think about hypocracy a lot because it is very easy to preach a positive approach on lifestyle and still be shadowing oneself in a couldren of doubt and question. I find myself lapsing at times, but it never comes without a thorough thought process. I hope that in my own lapse, I can still find a way to sift through the weeds and find peace and harmony within my own inconsistancies:
HYPOCRAZY
There is no other time than my time now. When this time is complete, a new time will begin. In this time, I think to practice those thoughts I preach. Yet my time is linked by certain patterns of life and with these links, I must locate within, the balance between my do and their do. How often does my do become altered by another potential do? There are times when I notice an interception in what I feel is my own thought. This interruption often is the result of the persons I choose to locate within me that special feeling I like to call beauteous.
Yet, upon interaction, often times are my thoughts assimilated, as one, or, I enjoy to make peace and compromise. Where, though, is the balance between the compromise I feel is not threatening? I think Hypocrazy is a conglomeration of past experiences with present thoughtlessness and lack of harmony. How can one honestly choose to combine two such important factors in a healthy form of life? Perhaps there is a blind happiness involved. Perhaps one is negating oneself of the truth? I feel truth should become a central theme in one’s soul, mind, and body.
Although it’s hard to maintain that sense of truth whence the people one chooses to interact with, somehow, barge in on your truth with their own sense of many elements regarding blindness, masking, thoughtlessness, egotism, hypocrazy- while still preaching their own “true” happiness. This is where perception of communication comes in handy for me. I know that when I express myself clearly, respectfully, maturely, and growingly, peace is attained quite simply. And there is a sense of “I know” brought on by past experience life teaching. Although, I do believe that using past experiences wisely, as well as positivity, and, under the correct circumstance, proves more beneficial. Past experience are in a sense, confirmations, but will become rather- complications when used in the more negative opposite form.
Coherency is absolutely necessary in this act, because, of the risk of minor or major miscommunication. This is when one is likely to become hypocritical which can be a serious downfall on one’s purest walk of life. Do as you say and say as you do. Live a life worth growing for rather than regressing to a negative space already experienced.
><)))*>...fishin food for thought...
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